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Friends' Only [13 Aug 2006|05:17pm]
[ mood | calm ]

EDITED: Sorry that I haven't update a journal anymore, I'm using local blog (Thai) instead and I now am a full-blood otaku (japanese anime+game addicted).

But if you're looking for my fics they're still here [linkin park & slipknot], feel free to let me know if you want to get in ~^_^~ see ya!
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[Fic Recommendation] : Jigsaw by J. Marie [01 Jan 2005|03:18am]
Title: Jigsaw
Fandom: Harry Potter
Author: J. Marie
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Genre: Drama
Rating: R
Status of fanfiction: 19 Chapters, WIP
Number of words: should be over than 450,000
Summary: "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy wand and thy staff they comfort me." Harry returns to the wizarding world to find a depressed Remus Lupin and all his friends, as well as an ever-vicious Severus Snape. He even finds a fugitive and disgraced Draco Malfoy, along with his disturbing Necromancer cousin. Ron and Hermione grow closer, leaving Harry quite left out. Harry discovers a way to bring Sirius back, but the consequences are terrifying. And to top it all off, Harry's actually starting to like Draco. And all during the summer and into Harry's sixth year, Harry learns more than he ever meant to about Death Eaters, the Malfoys, Remus Lupin, and even himself . . .

Quote: Harry had never really touched anyone for the sheer joy of touching them before. He found himself letting Draco's head go to rest his hand on Draco's bare back, sliding his Quidditch-callused fingers along the smooth, creamy line of Draco's back. Draco shuddered, breathing heavily as he fell still. Harry was breathing hard, too. Draco wasn't resisting. He was conquered. He was just lying there, on the floor, letting Harry touch him.

Harry was fascinated. He felt very warm all over, just from touching Draco's bare skin. He'd never felt this rush of warmth, these sudden, rather delicious urges to push the boundaries. Draco was lying there beneath him, a willing victim to whatever Harry wanted to do. The power play, in of itself, was intoxicating.

Harry splayed his bare hand on the bare skin of Draco's back. Warm urgings somewhere inside Harry made him want to explore other regions of Draco's body. He ignored them for the moment and put pressure on Draco's back.

"Aren't you suppose to fight back, Malfoy?" Harry asked, leaning forward to whisper into Draco's ear. The other boy's face was now willingly pressed against the area rug.

"I thought you were a Gryffindor, Potter. Is rubbing my back the extent of your boldness?" Draco whispered back. His tone was challenging. Harry put both his hands on Draco's smooth back, sliding down to the waistband of his jeans.

Your rate for this fic: 9.5/10 just ONLY because it hasn't finished yet...

I'm a fan of J.Marie since she was writing in Final Fantasy VIII community. I'm not sure if she still write it, though but all I can say that she's also one of the most outstanding authors since that time. (at least 5 years ago) Her writing is truly professional comparing to fanfiction's standard (I can't say that she write professionally only because I don't normally read novel or book other than fanfiction ^^')

Her story has reason, plot, and charactors development... plus, if you read this you'll know that she had done a LOT of research on what she's writing. The story is very well organized like she had it all written, every small details aren't written because they sound good but they sound real.
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...OH MY FUCKING GOD... MY fanlist? [20 Nov 2004|12:59am]



A polish girl name Lancast just made me a Fanlisting Web... [not complete yet] it's so embarrasing yet flattering .. very much flattering. Considering I only write 5 LP fics and 2 of them is not finish yet, (one of them co-writing with Talie).. There're so many LP writer out there who deserve it more than I *sniff*

Currently I'm writing one SlipKnoT standalone, and after this I'll actual continue on Bruised and Left Behind.

One of my brightest day. Ever.

With lots of Thanks and Luv to Lancast.
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Slipknot Live in Bangkok! [11 Nov 2004|12:53am]


I mean, I don't know what to say to describe tonight better than that. :P Corey is the man. He's fucking control everything; the crowd, the show, his bandmate. I love the way he asked us ie; Do you fucking want to hear a new song or not motherfuckers?! it's not just the line, it's his voice. Power and leadership were reflected so damn well. Moreover, the way he sings, the way he move... man, he's the coolest man I've ever seen in my life.

From where I stood, there's the bar seperate the leftside and the rightside, I'm at the bar so I could see most of the movement on stage even I'm short.. so the saddest thing was I see only a little of Joey and Craig. The songs that got the reactiong from the crowd most were their classique; Left Behind, SIC, People = Shit, Disasterpiece, Wait and Bleed(encore), Spit It Out(encore) and Surfacing(encore).. but Duality and Vermilion also had me scream my throat off.

I saw Shawn the most and he's so insane.. *grin* man, in a good way.. his long hair made us see how much/hard he nod his head. Gotta love the way he handle that baseball bat. Chris was on screen most of the time so I saw him, too. First 2-3 songs, Chris and Shawn used small drums, the one that they can walk around while playing them *snicker* so they looked like dolls

There's the time when everything was quiet... Chris and Shawn solo the base drum together out of nowhere, and the blue light was on them.. the beat was quite raw and steady like the wild drumbeat from some tribe but it was the very well build-up :D

I try to see Joey but alas, with my 152 cm. hieght, I can't see much but at least I saw him beat the shit out of his drumset man... it's unbelievable. Sid did his best at scratching since is was so outstanding, evenmore than in the CD ;) There's a one time he acted like he was going to jump in for a serf but he shook his head cutely and turn his back... his coat billowing after him *snicker* Craig nod his head so hard I thought those big pins would fall out!

Mick and Paul.. my god.. I didn't see them AT ALL, even on screen on anywhere.. or maybe I had a bad luck and they were at the side that I can't see T_T but hey, Jim was really great.. he walked around and help Corey gesturing us to jump/raise our hands.

My fave moment must be when we sang Wait and Bleed with Corey. :) and that Spit It Out when we had to sit down like Corey ordered us.. *snicker* the only thing I can complain was... after 6-7 songs, they paused between every songs for a while, and then back to full power ~^_^~

I got a headache and sore throat from screaming/singing too much.. sore neck bwcause I nod my head too much/hard.. sore knees and legs from jumping.. but heheeh it's SLIPKNOT!! I didn't expect anyless!

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Linkin Park Live in Bangkok [21 Jun 2004|01:34am]
[ mood | content ]


I saw them! I can't believe I saw Chester, Mike, Rob, Brad Phi and Joe.. the real them. Ok, I'll tell you al I know since they're in Thailand.

- Linkin Park arrive at Bangkok Airport in 18th. That night Joe, Chester and Rob went to Khaosan Road. (Our famous spot for foriegner) My friend's girlfriend saw them
- on 19th the MC said Chester went to play golf. and Joe go to weekend market (Our biggest outdoor shopping center, really it's BIG) My friend saw them and that night Joe, Mike and Brad went to see Thai Boxing. My friend who work as Thai Boxing staff saw them and he got Mike's autograph!!!
- today, the concert day. Me and 2 of my friends go to Aktive Square (which usually serve as a BIG parking place) since 2 PM, people are already there. The gate open at 4 PM. which we got in in the middle of front section. I can say it's a MIRACLE that it's not rain, really because it's rain really heavy for the last couple of days esp at the venue. But it's NOT rain today, at first it's raining a bit but only 5 mins it went away. I'm not LPU so I didn't get in M&G T_T

There're 5 opening bands, they go on and on until 8 PM. pretty long for the intro... It was really crowded I thought I was going to faint anytime (my friend saw Joe and Chester sneak a peek at the side of the stage) and voila!

Linkin Park!

Joe He's freaking adorable with that hair down.. really that guy is a towel maniac! he carries them around on his shoulder, left and right even on his head! When he nod his head it's so funny. ~^_^~ and oh, he likes firework! we have a big set of fireworks after the concert, after they all go back behind the stage, Joe come out again to watch fireworks, with his personal camera man, I guess *snicker*

Phi I didn't see much of him, but he's pretty normal, I mean, like I'm watching faint video (in the front) he never change, he just.. Phi. but I like him nonetheless :D

BradOh man, he still got that santa beard but I saw him most because he likes to go on the box and cheer us to sing along :) There's a little slashy moment when he tried to speak to chester.. Aw~.. they're cute *wink*

RobAgain, I don't see much of him, he's behind his drumset but I tried to look at him, he always has that serious face when he's in the act. but at the end when the show is over, he go up front and throw us a drumstick... he doesn't have any beard except that goatee. heheh MAN, just like someone describe him long time ago.. that man is beautiful

ChesterWHOOOOOO~ does he ever get tired? He always jumping and screaming all the time. There's a one shot I like the most when he sings Numb.. all the music built up to that moment, Mike's keyboard and Joe's sound it was mixed, I thought it was Pushing Me Away LIT version. but it's Numb. ~^_^~ and the spotlight was all at him.. and his voice.. and that silent.. damn.. it's brilliant! He smiles a lot, unlike what I saw in many live concert, the guy in the front pull funny face at him, I guess, so he said "that guy is crazy I like him!" WHOOO..

Mike Shit! He's so cute! He kept calling us 'crazy people' but we do really crazy, it's their first time, of course, we went crazy! He played keyboard so smoothly, his freestyle before went into Numb... He, too, always smile like he's so happy with us.. like they really like playing for us *silly sigh* he kept saying we're great, he loves us.

We sing everybit we know with them, all that 'must-play' songs. Chester even said we're a good singers *snicker* and oh he also said we're their BIGGEST show that they're the headline band 35,000 people in outdoor stadium.. unafraid of the rain *grin* Mike said they're gonna be back!

Overall, it's exceed my expectation, since some of you guys said they're not so good at live act... but I'd say otherwise :)

Man I never want today to end. It's like all these months and years of waiting.. it's for today. Maybe they'll be back again, maybe not, but I'll never forget that 2 hours of my life. (*^_^*)

Thanks for reading ^^' apologies for bad grammar.

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Community! [08 Oct 2003|09:24am]
[ mood | happy ]

Hello, as I suggested an idea of community ~^_^~ now it's all set! *is happy*

soul_collective (closed membership ^^')

Mmmmmmm... lol and who's my co-mod you ask? fyrmaiden *hugs her*

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